Conteng conteng random~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalammualaikum~!
Peace peace.. Yayaw~!
Conteng conteng random.. Haha.. memang sangat random..=P

Throwback... Reminiscence... Flashback... Memories-Sweet-Bitter-Bittersweet-Thats how life should be.. Bila menjadi terlalu free-unemployed person mulalah nak scroll back and look back nak selongkar balik file2 gambar.. Bila berjumpa teman lama, album lama juga hendak dibuka.. rindu.. memang rindu.. rindu nak hangout.. rindu student life.. rindu stay up struggle buat lab report, prepare utk presentation.. rindu nk melepak dibilik/cubicle org.. tapi kalau untuk sum up sebenarnya rindu nak bersua muka bergelak ketawa sambil mengimbau memory sweet-bitter.. kejadian yang dialami bersama disini dan disana dan disitu.. rindu juga nak mengada2 mintak teman kesini kesana.. rindu jugak nk spam main tepung dan buat bising.. rindu jugak nk merajuk sentap sini sana.. Haha.. Well, its the process of growing up and learning up bersama teman.. friends around us.. Awesome people that i've met during MJSC I wonder how u guys are doing.. Cik Mamadiva yang recently busy entah kemana lama tak sembang merepek... Cik Aya yang baru abis exam... Yahoooo!!! for you.. hehe.. cepat2 balik.. boleh dating nk masuk 4 ke 5 tahun dah tak jumpe ni.. tak sabar nk squish u sampai penyek! Budak2 Bravilliant MJSC bile nk reu lagi nih.. selalu miss... Hopefully next time tak mislah! =P Cik Yusra Erinna!! Jumpe sekejap yang haritu tak puas... Jom buat trip somewhere... woots2~!! Rindu jugak dgn Ain kecik dan Gbah and semua rakan yang I slalu menempel time MJSC ...Haha.. mesti wonder Siapekah Ain Kecik... Hish alamat kalau nak senarai nama teman2 MJSC ni boleh abes semua beratus satu batch punya nama disebut.. Rindu jugak teman2 balik Kuantan sekali.. Farah Nabila.. Fifi.. Hannah... Awww... Tidak lupa juga teman2 Matrix.. haha.. tapi tu tak kisah la sbb dah selamat jumpa Aton walaupun sekejap.. tp harap next time boleh jumpa lagi lama dan lagi ramai.. Akak2 PDT yang baik...Jijah, Acha, Apis... And Hazirah Adilin Hismat Alang.. yang selalu jumpa everytime ke kL tapi tak pernah having total one day out... and budak2 #sbpioneer yang tak pernah jumpa since convo.. aww.. rindu.. nasib baik group wassap tu ada.. memudahkan urusan nk catchup dan all the merepek still can be  done walaupun berjauhan.. ecece.. 

R.I.N.D.U

 

Easiest way to bertenang~

Bila datang mood nak mengupdate mulalah dua tiga post sehari.. Hahaha

Bismillahirahmanirrahim~ 

Stress.. everyone boleh stress and tension la perkataan lain nye... This remind me to satu situasi last year... Me at the puncak of stress sampai rasa nk cari ubat tranqulizer.. nak terjun banggunan .. ok terjun bangunan itu serious, i feel like doing but bukan la nak terjun sebab nk sucide ke apa it just macam rasa nak terjun sebab gila.. ya.. gila tak tipu... bile FYP to do list banyak, dengan VIVA la writing la... bila assignment rasa tak sudah habisnye bila, bila rasa semua orang is sangat busy until i don't know where to spill.. seminggu rasa macam tu.. i was glad sgt sebab time tu i bukan penghuni aras 4 sebab bila dah tinggi kang tetibe unconciusly terjun kang macam mana... rasa nak cari tranqulizer tapi rasanya x boleh dapat pon kat farmasi sbb tu ubat terkawal... sampai mcm tu sbnr nye kegilaan time itu... until something come across in my mind.. macam terngiang-ngiang suara org suruh baca surah Al-Insyirah.. then I bukak tafsir belek satu satu makna dia.. you can visit here.. and one of it yang I igt is 

Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan - Al Insyirah: Ayat 5

Then i start to read sebagai routine. baca along with tafsir.. supaya feeling to sampai.. Definitely that the best tranquilizer.. bukan ubat.. bukan kerja gila.. bukan juga non stop whining.. So, basically, apa2 pun we need to kembali kepada Nya.. turn to Allah.. Mungkin ada moment yang sesat but never to late and better late than never dan yang paling bagus is better never too late..

Cleaning up *delayed post*

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Yoe.. peace... *achooo* *snort2*... flu lah pulak... x.x

This post is post yang tergantung penulisan nye akibat idea dan mood menaip tidak datang selari.. tapi after thinking hard last night, I rasa ia perlu ditulis sebelum ia hilang ataupun sebelum I gile.. huehehehe.. Cleaning up.. yes i'm cleaning up my life.. Memadam segala memori dan frustration yang pernah dialami... maybe its time for me to be matures? maybe la.. but than, thats not the point. As far as lagu Let it go become phenomenon the series of clingy finally end up well.. and this time for real.. like sangat real.. sampai rasa its a thing yang i boleh celebrate.. start it up slowly with a target and finally i boleh consider i berjaya.. well, mungkin sometimes kita perlu jatuh teruk sebelum mampu bangun.. What i can say, i officially Let it go... bukan sebab i find someone new.. and it sebab doa.. well the most power weapon.. the most powerful sheild that muslim have.. itu yang di buat.. 

:: I decide something with a deep thinking and with doa for to aid me on a decision

:: I'm glad i come to this.. really glad..

:: I believe in fate that Al Mighty have set for me, all i need is doa for the best..

Kasut..

Bismillahirahmanirahim.. Ok spiLL~

I need kasut... I perlu kan kasut baru sandal baru and slipa baru.. haha.. tamak tak.. the fact is kasut yang satu officially bocor and become more disaster sbb hari tu pergi kL jalan pi mai pi mai pakai kasut and hujan.. jadi mcm serupa tak pakai kasut je... i need sandal sbb takkan hari panas nak pakai kasut.. fufufu.. feluh2.. lain la nak jalan pergi mall.. i need slipa... to be exact a new flipper.. sbb flipper lama dh selamat kene makan dan gigit oleh encik ebbit.. hmph... oh.. hakikatnye cepat la duit upah masuk... boleh pg beli slipa/sandal baru.. hahaha

Sore dake~ Owari~!

Cleaning up~

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....
OK! SPiLL~~

Firstly, shu shu.. cobweb.. sapu sapu sampah... tepuk tepuk debu.. uhuk-uhuk.. hadoi.. kalau betul la blog ini berdebu sah la dah kne fluuu.. aachoo~!!

Fuh.. siap pon kemas.. haha.. well.. dah lama tak post... dah lama tak tukar layout sebabbbb... oh.. xd sebab.. haha..

Okey.. dah siap kemas.. bye!

Judgemental

Judgemental... we cant avoid to be one... but we can adjust the level... Seeing through a things or situasi, orang akan mula menilai... Basically macam nampak orang gemuk makan kfc dinner plate, straight minded itu akan judge "Banyak nye makan, padan la gemuk" or that kind of bad mind talking..tp fact yang kita tak tahu.. maybe it his/her first meal after a day or two.. mana tahu.. atau pon she start her diet a week and that her cheat day.. kita tak tahu tapi masih nk mind critic la sng kata kan.. haha.. and secara jujur nye.. this is one of my concious pernah facing people yang slalu back talk.. or mungkin i pernah jugak buat macam tu tanpa sedar..  I dont really like being like this sbb when i'm in public i cant help to imagining what people say about me.. haha.. have a conscious to eat something even after starving all day.. have a conscious to wear something sebab tak boleh stop fikir what people akan fikir..oh... sometime mcm minded org bermasalah pon ada.. huhu.. tapi the good thing is, bila this imagination pop up dia sangat membantu untuk menjadi moderate.. So, people... its good to be judgmental of certain thing but just don't over do it la.. 

:: One thing yg i takkan pernah faham, why and why why you rela pakai tudung belit2 lapis2 layer2 untuk pergi kenduri wedding yg obviously hot la sng kata sbb buat kt rumah kan.. -_-"

2013 Wrap Up~

Yoe~!! 

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.... OK! SPiLL~!!

Holla Mi Amor.. Firstly abaikan segala sarang labah-labah yang ada di sini... 2013 is a year of malas update blog after all..  but somehow lots of thing happen~ So, Lets squeeeze all of that in this one post.. hihi..

2013 is a good year of me..

Spending the last year as a degree student with fellow lovely friend.. I really have to express that i have alots and lots of awesome friend there... to be included all my fellow coursemate... My dear Lele, Tin Tin, Iza, Keju, Mek Ti, Syida, Syasya, Mummy, MaSyaki and all la... panjang pulak listnye... not to forget my lovely little kesayangan, Cik Nasihah.. my gossip girl Cik Tina.....Uppss... haha.. and also not to forget Cik Yan..   who live across the door previously.. and semualah... ta larat na mensi semua penuh post.. kui3.. One thing that i wish for is that this friendship will never end...  you guys much.. muaxch~ After all the hectic final semester with the FYP thingy, i manage to end the study with a convocation on October and now I am officially a degree holder.. somehow saya masih pengangur.. still on job hunt mode..  InsyaAllah..


Another happy thing yang berlaku this year is penambahan ahli keluarga.... a new brother in-law early this year and... Alhamdulillah... dengan izin-Nya, Izz Armand Mohd Fareez was born on 19th Oct 2013..

2013... a year with lots of rise and fall... some are sweet some a bitter... well its the flavour of life.. Some of my friend got married and some got engage and some have 'leave'.. May Allah bless all of you..


2013, this is a wrap.. Good bye..