A wrap, maybe?

Bismilahirrahamirrahim~! Ok SpiLL~!!

Heyyo people.. haha.. mungkin post terakhir untuk tahun ini and maybe not.. but then, We'll see..  5 days more to reach the end of 2014. I can say "What a year!!" Its the end of the year but then, before apa2 the banjir in Kelantan and Pantai Timur seems to get worse. Hopefully everyone is safe and sound... Lega dengar Along angkat telefon.. Lega dapat wassap Siti.. Tinggal Pika je yg MIA.. Hope she is safe... Up until now, Alhamdulillah rumah tak jadi apa2.. last year 3 hari black out.. this year harap tak berulang la kejadian tersebut... Thankfully everytime this happen Armand takde kat rumah.. huhu.. Kesian org Ayer Lanas hajat nak balik rumah tak kesampaian.. Well, as for the moment doa je mampu.. Yerp, musibah di dunia pasti berakhir.. Insya-Allah.. May everything at ease for everyone.

2014 Is a year I'm starting a master. When there is moment I spill that I have a little regret many word that come.. Some say, I deserve for it so make it work. Some say, I can't change the past as the matter of fact that I'm in it already so make it work. basically, more or less semua org cakap to make it work. Yerp, I'll make it work but still I'm afraid of failing.. Tak pernah rasa this pressure much even time degree but skrg.. Oh My~! Will i make it through? 

2014 Is a year that I buat what I nak buat.. Yes I did it.. I did some crazy thing but i cant spill here the detail.. haha..mungkin sebab tahun depan dah officially tua.. reaching suku abad.. Well, tough year to live next year if i haven't found the one.. Some how... Ya Allah, I pray for my self and even for my best friend to have to best spouse for us untuk dunia dan akhirat and all rezeki dan pekerjaan yang baik dunia akhirat. Amin~

This year wish list.. Let see, what can be cut out

Get a Job -- Nope since I'm in master now
 Buy a new sport shoe -- Done!!

 Getting a braces -- Can't afford one yet or mungkin ta jadi nak pakai kot.. haha

 Buy a car  -- Nope since I'm in master now

 Buy more and more shoe and bag -- Done!! Like seriously :D

 Slim down a bit... Uppss  -- Uh.. tough one~!

 Own a good collection of hijab/shawl  -- I can say i have quite a bit now

 Making a proper printed recipe book  -- Tak mula mana nak siap.. haha

 Having fun at water park -- Went to Gambang already.. YEY!

 Going to a CF or any Japanese related festival -- Tomorrow heading to CF~ :)

 Have more and more collection of books and novels -- Buying quite a number at the year end book sale and also Big Bad Wolf.. :)

 and Get socialize a bit -- Maybe dah over socialize kot

..General wish list.. 

 Having a Spring vacation to Japan  -- Seems to far at the moment

 Back packing to anywhere  -- Seems to far at the moment

 Climb a mountain -- Maybe I'll start with a hill first.. planning to have some early tahun depan lepas final

 Enjoying extreme sport -- Tak nampak apa yg boleh di join.. huhu~

  Able to play an instrument  -- One step taken :)

2014.. Its a wrap.. Hopping for a better year next year~

Conteng conteng random~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalammualaikum~!
Peace peace.. Yayaw~!
Conteng conteng random.. Haha.. memang sangat random..=P

Throwback... Reminiscence... Flashback... Memories-Sweet-Bitter-Bittersweet-Thats how life should be.. Bila menjadi terlalu free-unemployed person mulalah nak scroll back and look back nak selongkar balik file2 gambar.. Bila berjumpa teman lama, album lama juga hendak dibuka.. rindu.. memang rindu.. rindu nak hangout.. rindu student life.. rindu stay up struggle buat lab report, prepare utk presentation.. rindu nk melepak dibilik/cubicle org.. tapi kalau untuk sum up sebenarnya rindu nak bersua muka bergelak ketawa sambil mengimbau memory sweet-bitter.. kejadian yang dialami bersama disini dan disana dan disitu.. rindu juga nak mengada2 mintak teman kesini kesana.. rindu jugak nk spam main tepung dan buat bising.. rindu jugak nk merajuk sentap sini sana.. Haha.. Well, its the process of growing up and learning up bersama teman.. friends around us.. Awesome people that i've met during MJSC I wonder how u guys are doing.. Cik Mamadiva yang recently busy entah kemana lama tak sembang merepek... Cik Aya yang baru abis exam... Yahoooo!!! for you.. hehe.. cepat2 balik.. boleh dating nk masuk 4 ke 5 tahun dah tak jumpe ni.. tak sabar nk squish u sampai penyek! Budak2 Bravilliant MJSC bile nk reu lagi nih.. selalu miss... Hopefully next time tak mislah! =P Cik Yusra Erinna!! Jumpe sekejap yang haritu tak puas... Jom buat trip somewhere... woots2~!! Rindu jugak dgn Ain kecik dan Gbah and semua rakan yang I slalu menempel time MJSC ...Haha.. mesti wonder Siapekah Ain Kecik... Hish alamat kalau nak senarai nama teman2 MJSC ni boleh abes semua beratus satu batch punya nama disebut.. Rindu jugak teman2 balik Kuantan sekali.. Farah Nabila.. Fifi.. Hannah... Awww... Tidak lupa juga teman2 Matrix.. haha.. tapi tu tak kisah la sbb dah selamat jumpa Aton walaupun sekejap.. tp harap next time boleh jumpa lagi lama dan lagi ramai.. Akak2 PDT yang baik...Jijah, Acha, Apis... And Hazirah Adilin Hismat Alang.. yang selalu jumpa everytime ke kL tapi tak pernah having total one day out... and budak2 #sbpioneer yang tak pernah jumpa since convo.. aww.. rindu.. nasib baik group wassap tu ada.. memudahkan urusan nk catchup dan all the merepek still can be  done walaupun berjauhan.. ecece.. 

R.I.N.D.U

 

Easiest way to bertenang~

Bila datang mood nak mengupdate mulalah dua tiga post sehari.. Hahaha

Bismillahirahmanirrahim~ 

Stress.. everyone boleh stress and tension la perkataan lain nye... This remind me to satu situasi last year... Me at the puncak of stress sampai rasa nk cari ubat tranqulizer.. nak terjun banggunan .. ok terjun bangunan itu serious, i feel like doing but bukan la nak terjun sebab nk sucide ke apa it just macam rasa nak terjun sebab gila.. ya.. gila tak tipu... bile FYP to do list banyak, dengan VIVA la writing la... bila assignment rasa tak sudah habisnye bila, bila rasa semua orang is sangat busy until i don't know where to spill.. seminggu rasa macam tu.. i was glad sgt sebab time tu i bukan penghuni aras 4 sebab bila dah tinggi kang tetibe unconciusly terjun kang macam mana... rasa nak cari tranqulizer tapi rasanya x boleh dapat pon kat farmasi sbb tu ubat terkawal... sampai mcm tu sbnr nye kegilaan time itu... until something come across in my mind.. macam terngiang-ngiang suara org suruh baca surah Al-Insyirah.. then I bukak tafsir belek satu satu makna dia.. you can visit here.. and one of it yang I igt is 

Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan - Al Insyirah: Ayat 5

Then i start to read sebagai routine. baca along with tafsir.. supaya feeling to sampai.. Definitely that the best tranquilizer.. bukan ubat.. bukan kerja gila.. bukan juga non stop whining.. So, basically, apa2 pun we need to kembali kepada Nya.. turn to Allah.. Mungkin ada moment yang sesat but never to late and better late than never dan yang paling bagus is better never too late..

Cleaning up *delayed post*

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Yoe.. peace... *achooo* *snort2*... flu lah pulak... x.x

This post is post yang tergantung penulisan nye akibat idea dan mood menaip tidak datang selari.. tapi after thinking hard last night, I rasa ia perlu ditulis sebelum ia hilang ataupun sebelum I gile.. huehehehe.. Cleaning up.. yes i'm cleaning up my life.. Memadam segala memori dan frustration yang pernah dialami... maybe its time for me to be matures? maybe la.. but than, thats not the point. As far as lagu Let it go become phenomenon the series of clingy finally end up well.. and this time for real.. like sangat real.. sampai rasa its a thing yang i boleh celebrate.. start it up slowly with a target and finally i boleh consider i berjaya.. well, mungkin sometimes kita perlu jatuh teruk sebelum mampu bangun.. What i can say, i officially Let it go... bukan sebab i find someone new.. and it sebab doa.. well the most power weapon.. the most powerful sheild that muslim have.. itu yang di buat.. 

:: I decide something with a deep thinking and with doa for to aid me on a decision

:: I'm glad i come to this.. really glad..

:: I believe in fate that Al Mighty have set for me, all i need is doa for the best..

Kasut..

Bismillahirahmanirahim.. Ok spiLL~

I need kasut... I perlu kan kasut baru sandal baru and slipa baru.. haha.. tamak tak.. the fact is kasut yang satu officially bocor and become more disaster sbb hari tu pergi kL jalan pi mai pi mai pakai kasut and hujan.. jadi mcm serupa tak pakai kasut je... i need sandal sbb takkan hari panas nak pakai kasut.. fufufu.. feluh2.. lain la nak jalan pergi mall.. i need slipa... to be exact a new flipper.. sbb flipper lama dh selamat kene makan dan gigit oleh encik ebbit.. hmph... oh.. hakikatnye cepat la duit upah masuk... boleh pg beli slipa/sandal baru.. hahaha

Sore dake~ Owari~!

Cleaning up~

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....
OK! SPiLL~~

Firstly, shu shu.. cobweb.. sapu sapu sampah... tepuk tepuk debu.. uhuk-uhuk.. hadoi.. kalau betul la blog ini berdebu sah la dah kne fluuu.. aachoo~!!

Fuh.. siap pon kemas.. haha.. well.. dah lama tak post... dah lama tak tukar layout sebabbbb... oh.. xd sebab.. haha..

Okey.. dah siap kemas.. bye!

Judgemental

Judgemental... we cant avoid to be one... but we can adjust the level... Seeing through a things or situasi, orang akan mula menilai... Basically macam nampak orang gemuk makan kfc dinner plate, straight minded itu akan judge "Banyak nye makan, padan la gemuk" or that kind of bad mind talking..tp fact yang kita tak tahu.. maybe it his/her first meal after a day or two.. mana tahu.. atau pon she start her diet a week and that her cheat day.. kita tak tahu tapi masih nk mind critic la sng kata kan.. haha.. and secara jujur nye.. this is one of my concious pernah facing people yang slalu back talk.. or mungkin i pernah jugak buat macam tu tanpa sedar..  I dont really like being like this sbb when i'm in public i cant help to imagining what people say about me.. haha.. have a conscious to eat something even after starving all day.. have a conscious to wear something sebab tak boleh stop fikir what people akan fikir..oh... sometime mcm minded org bermasalah pon ada.. huhu.. tapi the good thing is, bila this imagination pop up dia sangat membantu untuk menjadi moderate.. So, people... its good to be judgmental of certain thing but just don't over do it la.. 

:: One thing yg i takkan pernah faham, why and why why you rela pakai tudung belit2 lapis2 layer2 untuk pergi kenduri wedding yg obviously hot la sng kata sbb buat kt rumah kan.. -_-"