Fighting~

Spill~!! SPiLL~!! and spiLL~!!

dush2...haha... I bergaduh dgn seseorg~~ well, it still the same person yg i still try to adapt drpd awal tahun and its end up this SEM it burst.. KAMI GADUH~~ hehe... lawak kan... still bley gelak even if gaduh.. hmmm... actually, i ta ske gaduh2 ni... i ta gaduh pon.. tp td.. action dia tu yg declare kiteorg gaduh... well, as i ckp before, i dont do hating i just do dislike... sbb kite xd hak nak membenci sesiapa pon~ I admit yg i ade cakap kasar and buat kasar and bla..bla..blaa sekelian yg menyakit kn hati dia... and i dh mintak maaf.. but still i do state yg i tak janji yg i takkan buat lagi.. sbb i still dalam process adaptation thdp dia.. seriously x tipu... 

ARghhh~!! i wish i can write it all... but i wont sbb i nk keep pride dia... but seriously.. if la dia fikir i really meanie mst i dh spill... hmm i decide to tell her one by one why i dont really like her.. sbb i dah tak tahan..  seriously x...

Cik Puan.. i taw u x suke i atas sbb sekian dan sekian.. and u pon taw i x suke u atas sbb sekian dan sekian... tp cik puan tahu x yg tindakan sekian dn sekian yg saya lakukan adalah untuk melindungi diri sy sendiri... ye saya selfish...

no matter where i go i will have a friendship problem... but i'm sure there always be someone by my side~ =))

Ranting~!

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....

OK! SPiLL~~

Olla me amor~~ lol..haha...its been a while kan x update so sgt la gian nk taip segala macam hahaha... so be prepare la... post ni probably panjang........kot

Btw its rant-ing not ranting kayu.. ranting where mean you babling all the way around sampai x igt dunia... maaa... teringt lak Rooftop Rant... still on WANT-TO-BUY List.. huhu

nak RANT and nak SPILL~!! seriously... i'm at the peak of sabar.. means hampir dah nk tak sabar la kan.. ok la... today i decide nak bukak segalabagai rahsia... which i think i ta bley simpan lagi.. seriously x...and i rase if mereka yg terlibat bc, i probably x kan ada kawan dh afterward.. huhu.. nasib la... daripada makan hati sorg..They said I'm sorg yg mudah SENTAP.. yes! i am... saya mengaku itu... but why?? sbb mende yg diaorg ckp tu a little bit harsh from my point of view.. tp bile i ckp smtg yg buat dyorg sentap, taw lak terase dn cakap belakang.. hmm... watcha think?? pelik kan manusia ni.. hmm.. i admit yg i pon pelik jugak.. hehe

Actually, this SEM i rse la a little bit tersisih.. but never-mind.. i did not live all this long to grow up and be a people yg keep relying on other.. seriously, i admit.. waktu at Taiping I'm that kind of person... as long as being ignoring by other x effect my study and all of thing yg akan effect my pencapaian...but u know what.. i really mcm faham je why people keep distance from me.. sbb i always express my feeling and x reti nk hide... i spill what i think and thought before i relize it... hmm.. my mistake.. and i seriously will try to behave myself...

a story to tell: there is one moment yg i terover express somthing about grouping work between two class. Mmm... his word yg buat i sentap is... " Knp bg dia ckp... kan dh bla..bla..bla.." maksud di mcm knp bg i ckp kan Mr W dh marah.. serious sentap... balik bilik i trus nangis.. my mistake sbb ckp harsh but the way of teguran x rse cam harsh jugak ke? as if i'm not a reliable person.. hmm.. nasib la..

 another thing is about FAKE-ness.. haha.. well people  keep ckp org lain fake... believe me.. everyone is fake.. well... i seriously tot my clss-mate bond is fine.. tp being bounce here and there i taw mostly adalah fake... sekian depan sekian is mengata and critisize sekian and also vice versa but when they r facing each other, we ar so called happy classmate... funny aint it.. ok.. i do observe and sbb to sometimes i x bley hide my ketidak sukaan terhadap seseorg... oh...btw I GADUH dgn Miss Negative Thinker.. lol~~ 

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Fuuh~!! all post got cut due short term memory~ so... post semua pendek3~~ hadoi~~~ me and my memory problem~ NEVER_END~!

Lata Tembakah~

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....

OK! SPiLL~~

Lata Tembakah~!! Here we go~!!!

Previously~ Pergi LATA TEMBAKAH~!!! Kyaa~!! Its cuti deepavali... So, we decide to go to Lata Tembakah~ somewhere at sempadan Terengganu...

Lata Tembakah~! Its Fun~! with all the slippery stone... Yes, got tergelincir almost nth time...and lebam here and there of course.. but still it one of the place that hold our story... -SBP at Lata Tembakah on Depavali- Sweeeet~! <3~!

-Karnival Rekreasi Rakan Muda-Debat-T-shirt

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....
OK! SPiLL~~

EVENT~!!!

Selamat sudah dari busy week sebagai AJK publisiti bg Program Karnival Reakreasi Rakan Muda MPP IPT 2011
Selamat sudah dari busy week sebagai pendebat yang nth ape2 bagi program Debat UNESCO 2011
Hampir selamat dari busy menguruskan T-shirt Class...

May everything keeps going fine InsyAllah~

Hatred~!

I hate her negative way of thinking,
I hate her intonation of talking,
I hate her bad face expression,
But i don't hate her, just a little bit dislike..=)

p.s: hate the action not the person~
p.s: luckily everyone immune already.. orz~!

Chilling myself so i won't burst... Secara jujur nye dh bertahun i ta burst out and i rse if i burst out it would be disastrous ~!

oh~! my scrambled heart~

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....

OK! SPiLL~~

Oh~!! Serabut3~!!! Seriously serabut~! I can't believe I x over him lg~! 5 tahun~!! wake up girl~!! *tampar2 diri sendiri* ..Hadoi2~~ Hati.. Sila la paham~~ bahawa minda telah nyatakan dengan logic that he is not urs..yes! maybe sebab lps him, i x 'baik' dgn other guys.. maybe lepas him i xde intention nak 'baik' dgn other guys, maybe lepas him i xnk 'baik' dgn other guys da~!... oh~! yerrrr... bab2 ni mmg sy mental sikit.. i feel so like bersalah dkt dia sbb selalu ggu hidup dia... Yes~! YOU~! I'm sorry.. i tanak kacau u... i know that skrg u dah ade yg steady.. dan like before.. i won't make u break up with others~ oh! first time in 5 years i regret.. a bit je la tapi.. but its fine.. yes~! dekiru~! shinjiru~! yes~! saya percaya saya boley.. the love will come at time.. and... i mmg decide tp get hold onto him sbb... when the time i get over him is sbb i da ada someone yg i believe i can love more that i do~ oh~! susah betul bicara hati~ Yea.. and saya mmg nak kawan lgi dgn awak... serious~! 

Guys~! why they easily forget~! Girls~! why they easily remember~! and I'm a girl~! orz~!