Hatred~!

I hate her negative way of thinking,
I hate her intonation of talking,
I hate her bad face expression,
But i don't hate her, just a little bit dislike..=)

p.s: hate the action not the person~
p.s: luckily everyone immune already.. orz~!

Chilling myself so i won't burst... Secara jujur nye dh bertahun i ta burst out and i rse if i burst out it would be disastrous ~!

oh~! my scrambled heart~

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....

OK! SPiLL~~

Oh~!! Serabut3~!!! Seriously serabut~! I can't believe I x over him lg~! 5 tahun~!! wake up girl~!! *tampar2 diri sendiri* ..Hadoi2~~ Hati.. Sila la paham~~ bahawa minda telah nyatakan dengan logic that he is not urs..yes! maybe sebab lps him, i x 'baik' dgn other guys.. maybe lepas him i xde intention nak 'baik' dgn other guys, maybe lepas him i xnk 'baik' dgn other guys da~!... oh~! yerrrr... bab2 ni mmg sy mental sikit.. i feel so like bersalah dkt dia sbb selalu ggu hidup dia... Yes~! YOU~! I'm sorry.. i tanak kacau u... i know that skrg u dah ade yg steady.. dan like before.. i won't make u break up with others~ oh! first time in 5 years i regret.. a bit je la tapi.. but its fine.. yes~! dekiru~! shinjiru~! yes~! saya percaya saya boley.. the love will come at time.. and... i mmg decide tp get hold onto him sbb... when the time i get over him is sbb i da ada someone yg i believe i can love more that i do~ oh~! susah betul bicara hati~ Yea.. and saya mmg nak kawan lgi dgn awak... serious~! 

Guys~! why they easily forget~! Girls~! why they easily remember~! and I'm a girl~! orz~!

We live in different world~

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....

OK! SPiLL~~

-- We live in different world --

Osh... waa.. nk cerite ni.. Well, cuti 4 bulan mmg ta buat ape2.. Its filled with so-called-housewife-training.. hehe.... Well.. remember my confession post? Ma... kochi2...Hmm.. recently I talk to him... and of course indirectly.. it just a facebook comment.. well.. a bit happy..a bit je la tapi... hmm.... I admit yg i stalk his facebook one a while.. hehe.. one thing that i realize is, we live in different world...He is just to kind for me... well, tipu la if i said i ta expect ape2.. but "we live in different world".. that all i can say.. he is so kind hearted to everyone.. hmm.. once, previously, i sedar i dah ter-offend dia a bit la... tp tataw cane nk say sorry... For those who read this post... if i ade ter-offend you guys I'm sincrely want to say I'm sorry.. 

Hmm.. mne I taw he was a good guy..  First, his comment reply is always soft.. setakat ni I tak jumpe lg harsh word la... well, you guys know that i tak suke perkataan yg tak elok.. i just can say as far as "bodoh" and "bengong" je if i marah.. so, I tak suke the f-word or the b-bla-bla-bla word.. so, that make he good... He also rarely online.. and frequently invite people to tarawikh (since its ramadhan).. mm.. because of this I terase sendiri.. and i always rse status dia cam cute je.. he is too of course.. haha.. Well.. tataw la can jumpe lagi tak next sem..... since the admin of Uni yang a little tunggang tebalik sbb campus tak siap...

He is a good guy and "we live in different world"... me and my fandom thingy and drama thingy.. he and his kindness to everyone.. Well, let just left this matter to the fate~

A confession : I decide to low down my fandom side lately.. there is no picture of them in my blog anymore.. Making my self used to this state since I had a vow to myself... sometimes I'm thankful there is no hyphen at my uni because I'll be more distracted..

Hot day...

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....

OK! SPiLL~~

Yosh~ Hows everyone...??  *poke3* 

Mmm.. where to start...Maa.. sebenarnya I wish to mantain this blog as not for fandom thingy.. but, since its related a bit so... nevermind.. nyiahaha... btw last-last Sunday, is a hot day... bukan sebab cahaya matahari but sbb something yg happen on that show.. Well, to make it short.. there is particular person yg trigger a war.. fufufufuh.. well, I tak tgk live.. so based on update member2 yg tgk live I become hot as in panas.. fufufu.. the funny things is, the next day when I watch it at tonton, it is not bad as these people say actually...haha.. no offend, maybe sbb I tak tgk live or it just my nature yg overly positive sometime.. oh~! Forget to mention... for that insiden, I had to admit I don't hate Baki... since I'm kinda understand his situation.. Randomly said what on his mind... because I'm a little bit like that... and have that "I don't care" thought on what others said..

Somehow, at certain time I use to put myself others point of view...So that I can avoid unnecessary madness~

ps: I'm not pointing this to anyone.. it just my thought.. I also understand that everyone has different point and level of anger on different things

Osh~! the topic dah sejuk.. but I can see the tempias.. Hyphen cam gaduh je dgn Elf... Well, I ta masuk campur bab ni..Tp, sila fikir sebelum gaduh.. there so much things thats more important daripada dok gaduh mcm ni.. hmmph... Up to you guys...

And one more thing, since I dont do "hate" I just nk ckp yg I ta suke org yg dok pertahan kan diorg nye favourite boyband or so whatever dgn hujah2 or bla..bla..bla.. because.. every single of group or band or whatsoever have diaorg punye capability masing.. klo dok mengadap yang same je u will be out of date and lame...and maybe ade org will point me back with my kat-tun.. well, before you point me back ask me first..If you guys really ask my real bias it is piano and violin and a little guitar lately in which that made up your favourite music...

Yeah~! Hyphen Rocks Bebeh~ Pt II

WARNING :: This is my FANDOM ZONE~!

BIG WARNING :: Everyone have their own preference and opinion..So, RESPECT~!

Ma... Sour time.. Well it is obviously that they are K-bias.. Well... I ta marah that part but I kinda kecik hati la sbb like diorg being sarcastic dan seolah memperlekehkan J talent.. aigoo.. panas nih... hehe.. anyhow... we hyphen do hope u keep your word to learn more about KAT-TUN dear Mc.. bukan sbb mmg kiteorg no org serious.. tp sebab the perli2.. hehe.. ma.. my advice.. to all new hyphen.. (yes.. kami dapat hyphen baru sbb project ni.. LOL~) don't miss out to watch all the concert.. my personal preference is BTR la.. seriously.. bulu roma menegak first time tgk.. Kamenashi 1582 is a must~! Moon too.. senang kata semua la.. and dun worry hyphen dont bite.. and as far as I know there is no hyphen yg I kenal pnh bashing others fandom... so, bg I hyphen is safe..

Ma.. dear 8TV, we all know yg Kpop aura is unbearable.. tp x bermakna korg kene push aside the talented J.. especially from JE la.. sbb most J i knl pon JE boys.. hehe.. don't whack me because of this.. KAT-TUN single always be on top... acknowledged that plish~~ hehe..well.. hyphen is up and unite now.. so, beware.. WHEN SUNDAY COMES, HERE (8TV NITELIVE) WE WILL BE~~ hahaha.. just kiddin.. although it might be true.. LOL~! and last but not least.. letter to Baki and the other guy.. LOL~! kochi2~

::btw it BEATboxing not bla bla BOXING la dear~

Opinion~!

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....

OK! SPiLL~~

Hallo minna.. btw.. skrg tgh tggu for 2nd round hyphen project... still! SAYA SAKIT GIGI~~ wa.. menci2~~
btw.. recently I've been giving opinion kt org... ma.. ad two topic..

Firstly: Adakah kenangan boley di consider as souvenir? :: adapted from a conversation with friend

Kenangan is more like a memory in which different dgn sourvenir yg berupa kebendaan...Kenangan is a form of memory yg virtual but then buah tgn is real...So, itu membuatkan kenangan itu berbeza dari buah tangan..tetapi kenangan juga boleh diceritakan dan dikongsi dengan orang lain where it can help in giving imagination kpd pendengar.. so apabila ia dikongsi maka ia juga boleh ditafsirkan sebagai hadiah or dgn kata lain buah tangan la kot... tp walopon ia dikongsi, tp tidak secara overall sbb mungkin ada part yg missing.. but still... ia hidup dalam memory org yg mengalaminya.. so, kenangan is a sourvenir or not depends kepada yg menerimanya~~

Secondly : ‎..orang perempuan suka tengok orang lelaki menangis ke? :D :: quest by Hariz Clay @ fbstatus

well... it depends to sbb a guy cry.. some guy asume klo dyorg cry means diorg put dri dyorg at a lower state.. bg sy la... if they cry means they need support... klo sbb dia cry tu bukan sbb gurl they love la... klo they cry sbb girl they love means they love so much.. and mesti kita bertambah2 syg kt dia sbb guys susah nk fake kan tear.
Well.. its me with my world of opinion.. so, fell free to ask~~ ^^

another rant~! Havoc Hyphen~!

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....

OK! SPiLL~~

Hallo semua... ma.. imawa i ada kt umah my aunt.. will be staying here for a week or plus2 for my SIEP.. fufuh... nak SIEP tu ap?? kne la masuk UMK.. ececeh.. memandangkan dah pernah rant pasal SIEP ni, so tanak bebel dah.. penat.. fufufufuh.. owh... sebenarnya nk cite pasal the Havoc Hyphen.. hehe..

Jitsuwa, malam tadi ad project for hyphen Malaysia.. Aim : 8tv broadcast KAT-TUN PV.. haha.. cayala hyphen.. sume semangat.. ta tahan.. dari twitter, chatbox, fb.. semangat~!! tetibe terasa bangga plak diri ni hyphen kan.. maklum la.. lately KAT-TUN boys cam slow jerk... so i pon slow.. tp bile dapat pulak situasi cam ni.. fufuh.. mata yg ngtuk pon terase ada tongkat... i yg yg sakit gigi ni pon redah jer.. yang paling semangat BELLA~!! fuh... if i la KAT-TUN bangga gile dpt fan cam bella.. hehe... tp last2 8tv tak tyg gak.. still dak2 ni aim for tonight.. haha.. seems like it wolud be hyphen war.. ma... not in bad way la.. it just nk org2 taw yg Jpop world is also capable cam Kpop.. kan...?? but seriously.. everyone is fighting for it.. mmg serious nampak semangat.. sampai ad org tertarik tny KAT-TUN tu siape.. hehe...btw.. lpe nak ckp.. kattun nk ada single baru.. run for you~~ but frankly, i prefer diamond jd lgu main... btw it just my opinion *peace*... anyhow.. just tggu la the outcome pv cane...owh... and .. my wallie batch project still on delay.. gif pon... i hope boley siapkan b4 ramadhan kot.. fufufufuh~~

Btw semalam sembang ngn roro.. hahaha.. tata la pesal.. rse cam nk sembang ngn dia plak.. fufufuh.. cik Rohaida.. i choo jeles u dapat Hlovate punye bookmark.. btw... Hlovate is another thing yg i ngn dia suke selain dr KAT-TUN world.. hmm.. cane ek nk ckp.. kind of universal sbnrnya hyphen ni... sume mende boley kyaa sekali... hahahaha... seronok2..

owh... next part.. mama.. fufufufuh.. ma risau i gemok.. i tak risau.. haha... yeke x... hmm.. adala jugak risau.. dah tu nk bt mcm mana.. dulu yela i kt mkn.. sejak masuk uni ni.. mmg dah kurang.. tp ma ta nampak sbb dok asramakn.. tp balik umah demand nak makan tu ini.. normal la kan.. fufufuh.. yes i'm worried that i'm overweight tp i nk bt cane.. next... ma risau i xd boyfriend.. adey.. ma.. the time will come la.. dun worry.. hehehe....taw tak nape ma risau? sbb along mmg dh stable dgn bf dia and adek plak ramai peminat.. so i ni mcm x laku.. adoyay mama ni.. mcm2~~ ma... I'm happy with my KAT-TUN boys sudah.. the real husband to be will muncul gak sooner or later.. unless mmg dh tertulis i takde jodoh ngan sesiape.. hahaha..

ok... as for now tu je kot.. seriously.. las2 update yg ni jugak.. kne g update tatta hitotsu neh~~ hehe

matta minna~~ yo~!! HYPHEN~!! let it rock tonight~~!!