Friday, May 30, 2014

Easiest way to bertenang~

Bila datang mood nak mengupdate mulalah dua tiga post sehari.. Hahaha

Bismillahirahmanirrahim~ 

Stress.. everyone boleh stress and tension la perkataan lain nye... This remind me to satu situasi last year... Me at the puncak of stress sampai rasa nk cari ubat tranqulizer.. nak terjun banggunan .. ok terjun bangunan itu serious, i feel like doing but bukan la nak terjun sebab nk sucide ke apa it just macam rasa nak terjun sebab gila.. ya.. gila tak tipu... bile FYP to do list banyak, dengan VIVA la writing la... bila assignment rasa tak sudah habisnye bila, bila rasa semua orang is sangat busy until i don't know where to spill.. seminggu rasa macam tu.. i was glad sgt sebab time tu i bukan penghuni aras 4 sebab bila dah tinggi kang tetibe unconciusly terjun kang macam mana... rasa nak cari tranqulizer tapi rasanya x boleh dapat pon kat farmasi sbb tu ubat terkawal... sampai mcm tu sbnr nye kegilaan time itu... until something come across in my mind.. macam terngiang-ngiang suara org suruh baca surah Al-Insyirah.. then I bukak tafsir belek satu satu makna dia.. you can visit here.. and one of it yang I igt is 

Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan - Al Insyirah: Ayat 5

Then i start to read sebagai routine. baca along with tafsir.. supaya feeling to sampai.. Definitely that the best tranquilizer.. bukan ubat.. bukan kerja gila.. bukan juga non stop whining.. So, basically, apa2 pun we need to kembali kepada Nya.. turn to Allah.. Mungkin ada moment yang sesat but never to late and better late than never dan yang paling bagus is better never too late..


Thursday, May 29, 2014

Cleaning up *delayed post*

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Yoe.. peace... *achooo* *snort2*... flu lah pulak... x.x

This post is post yang tergantung penulisan nye akibat idea dan mood menaip tidak datang selari.. tapi after thinking hard last night, I rasa ia perlu ditulis sebelum ia hilang ataupun sebelum I gile.. huehehehe.. Cleaning up.. yes i'm cleaning up my life.. Memadam segala memori dan frustration yang pernah dialami... maybe its time for me to be matures? maybe la.. but than, thats not the point. As far as lagu Let it go become phenomenon the series of clingy finally end up well.. and this time for real.. like sangat real.. sampai rasa its a thing yang i boleh celebrate.. start it up slowly with a target and finally i boleh consider i berjaya.. well, mungkin sometimes kita perlu jatuh teruk sebelum mampu bangun.. What i can say, i officially Let it go... bukan sebab i find someone new.. and it sebab doa.. well the most power weapon.. the most powerful sheild that muslim have.. itu yang di buat.. 

:: I decide something with a deep thinking and with doa for to aid me on a decision
:: I'm glad i come to this.. really glad..
:: I believe in fate that Al Mighty have set for me, all i need is doa for the best..


Kasut..

Bismillahirahmanirahim.. Ok spiLL~

I need kasut... I perlu kan kasut baru sandal baru and slipa baru.. haha.. tamak tak.. the fact is kasut yang satu officially bocor and become more disaster sbb hari tu pergi kL jalan pi mai pi mai pakai kasut and hujan.. jadi mcm serupa tak pakai kasut je... i need sandal sbb takkan hari panas nak pakai kasut.. fufufu.. feluh2.. lain la nak jalan pergi mall.. i need slipa... to be exact a new flipper.. sbb flipper lama dh selamat kene makan dan gigit oleh encik ebbit.. hmph... oh.. hakikatnye cepat la duit upah masuk... boleh pg beli slipa/sandal baru.. hahaha

Sore dake~ Owari~!

Cleaning up~

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....
OK! SPiLL~~

Firstly, shu shu.. cobweb.. sapu sapu sampah... tepuk tepuk debu.. uhuk-uhuk.. hadoi.. kalau betul la blog ini berdebu sah la dah kne fluuu.. aachoo~!!

Fuh.. siap pon kemas.. haha.. well.. dah lama tak post... dah lama tak tukar layout sebabbbb... oh.. xd sebab.. haha..

Okey.. dah siap kemas.. bye!

Judgemental

Judgemental... we cant avoid to be one... but we can adjust the level... Seeing through a things or situasi, orang akan mula menilai... Basically macam nampak orang gemuk makan kfc dinner plate, straight minded itu akan judge "Banyak nye makan, padan la gemuk" or that kind of bad mind talking..tp fact yang kita tak tahu.. maybe it his/her first meal after a day or two.. mana tahu.. atau pon she start her diet a week and that her cheat day.. kita tak tahu tapi masih nk mind critic la sng kata kan.. haha.. and secara jujur nye.. this is one of my concious pernah facing people yang slalu back talk.. or mungkin i pernah jugak buat macam tu tanpa sedar..  I dont really like being like this sbb when i'm in public i cant help to imagining what people say about me.. haha.. have a conscious to eat something even after starving all day.. have a conscious to wear something sebab tak boleh stop fikir what people akan fikir..oh... sometime mcm minded org bermasalah pon ada.. huhu.. tapi the good thing is, bila this imagination pop up dia sangat membantu untuk menjadi moderate.. So, people... its good to be judgmental of certain thing but just don't over do it la.. 

:: One thing yg i takkan pernah faham, why and why why you rela pakai tudung belit2 lapis2 layer2 untuk pergi kenduri wedding yg obviously hot la sng kata sbb buat kt rumah kan.. -_-"