Fighting~

Spill~!! SPiLL~!! and spiLL~!!

dush2...haha... I bergaduh dgn seseorg~~ well, it still the same person yg i still try to adapt drpd awal tahun and its end up this SEM it burst.. KAMI GADUH~~ hehe... lawak kan... still bley gelak even if gaduh.. hmmm... actually, i ta ske gaduh2 ni... i ta gaduh pon.. tp td.. action dia tu yg declare kiteorg gaduh... well, as i ckp before, i dont do hating i just do dislike... sbb kite xd hak nak membenci sesiapa pon~ I admit yg i ade cakap kasar and buat kasar and bla..bla..blaa sekelian yg menyakit kn hati dia... and i dh mintak maaf.. but still i do state yg i tak janji yg i takkan buat lagi.. sbb i still dalam process adaptation thdp dia.. seriously x tipu... 

ARghhh~!! i wish i can write it all... but i wont sbb i nk keep pride dia... but seriously.. if la dia fikir i really meanie mst i dh spill... hmm i decide to tell her one by one why i dont really like her.. sbb i dah tak tahan..  seriously x...

Cik Puan.. i taw u x suke i atas sbb sekian dan sekian.. and u pon taw i x suke u atas sbb sekian dan sekian... tp cik puan tahu x yg tindakan sekian dn sekian yg saya lakukan adalah untuk melindungi diri sy sendiri... ye saya selfish...

no matter where i go i will have a friendship problem... but i'm sure there always be someone by my side~ =))

Ranting~!

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....

OK! SPiLL~~

Olla me amor~~ lol..haha...its been a while kan x update so sgt la gian nk taip segala macam hahaha... so be prepare la... post ni probably panjang........kot

Btw its rant-ing not ranting kayu.. ranting where mean you babling all the way around sampai x igt dunia... maaa... teringt lak Rooftop Rant... still on WANT-TO-BUY List.. huhu

nak RANT and nak SPILL~!! seriously... i'm at the peak of sabar.. means hampir dah nk tak sabar la kan.. ok la... today i decide nak bukak segalabagai rahsia... which i think i ta bley simpan lagi.. seriously x...and i rase if mereka yg terlibat bc, i probably x kan ada kawan dh afterward.. huhu.. nasib la... daripada makan hati sorg..They said I'm sorg yg mudah SENTAP.. yes! i am... saya mengaku itu... but why?? sbb mende yg diaorg ckp tu a little bit harsh from my point of view.. tp bile i ckp smtg yg buat dyorg sentap, taw lak terase dn cakap belakang.. hmm... watcha think?? pelik kan manusia ni.. hmm.. i admit yg i pon pelik jugak.. hehe

Actually, this SEM i rse la a little bit tersisih.. but never-mind.. i did not live all this long to grow up and be a people yg keep relying on other.. seriously, i admit.. waktu at Taiping I'm that kind of person... as long as being ignoring by other x effect my study and all of thing yg akan effect my pencapaian...but u know what.. i really mcm faham je why people keep distance from me.. sbb i always express my feeling and x reti nk hide... i spill what i think and thought before i relize it... hmm.. my mistake.. and i seriously will try to behave myself...

a story to tell: there is one moment yg i terover express somthing about grouping work between two class. Mmm... his word yg buat i sentap is... " Knp bg dia ckp... kan dh bla..bla..bla.." maksud di mcm knp bg i ckp kan Mr W dh marah.. serious sentap... balik bilik i trus nangis.. my mistake sbb ckp harsh but the way of teguran x rse cam harsh jugak ke? as if i'm not a reliable person.. hmm.. nasib la..

 another thing is about FAKE-ness.. haha.. well people  keep ckp org lain fake... believe me.. everyone is fake.. well... i seriously tot my clss-mate bond is fine.. tp being bounce here and there i taw mostly adalah fake... sekian depan sekian is mengata and critisize sekian and also vice versa but when they r facing each other, we ar so called happy classmate... funny aint it.. ok.. i do observe and sbb to sometimes i x bley hide my ketidak sukaan terhadap seseorg... oh...btw I GADUH dgn Miss Negative Thinker.. lol~~